Out of desperate, I came to believe in fortune telling. Happened that we went for one and was told that our baby luck is down. I was so skeptical about what he said, as I thought he could be just doing some sales talk out from his prediction.
After discussing with hubby, we decided to go for a second opinion from Jenny the fortune teller whom we used to consult. She was helping us to view the luck for 2012 and at the same time I get her to predict my baby luck. Her words are not optimistic either, all she says was 'NO' your luck is really bad and leave things to fate and try not to ask for more. I was so sad, and I asked what if I really wants a child. She says if you want kid, you will lost your hubby. I knew I can only take her remarks with a pinch of salt. At that moment of time, I really gave up hope and drop the idea of going for IVF. All because of what the fortune tellers told us.
After some serious thoughts, I think I shouldn't listen to what those fortune tellers had told us. If I really follow what they said, then their prediction will come true and we will live without children throughout our life. And that would be very sad for us.
In the end, I decide to proceed with our IVF plan. I knew it will not be easy on myself, but I am willing to try. Even though I could not get the best doctor for myself, but I do hope God can give me his blessing for giving me a child this time.
