Ever since pregnant, I have not really engage myself to communicate with my baby. I can feel him a lot but just not sure what to talk to him. But the moment when he starts to move and kick, I feel very happy and ease at heart. The only words I always say to him is "Davian you must be a good boy, ok?" I know he is not able to understand but at least this is some words he will be familiar with when he is out to this world.
I felt bad when times I had late nights due to assignments and exams as I knew it will affect him. There is once when I sleep late at 2am plus due to assignments. I can feel my body aching and mind not able to concentrate well. The next day though I woke up late but still feeling tired. I was so paronoid as I realised Davian is not moving much and not kicking as much as before. In my heart, I felt so bad and he must be extremely tired due to my selfishness.
Luckily the next day, he starts to move as per normal. And from then, I feel much more at ease.
Should I start another new blog and communicate with him? By writing letter to him telling him how much we love him and want him to be with us. This is the baby we have been longing for and finally God has grant our wish!
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