Day 5 Post Transfer

Starts to lost hope since yesterday as I don't get to feel much symptoms after wednesday evening. During my journey to school, while I was standing in the MRT, I started to feel strong twinge of pain on my left side of abdomen. While I feel the pain, in my heart was smiling....cos it could be a good sign. It lasted quite long, till my lab practical lesson almost ended.

We are told to do lung test for each of us and it requires one to exert large force to do the test. I told my group mates and lecturer that I am exempted from doing strenuous exercise and this is considered so. I felt so pai seh as I don't know what to explain to the rest but there is one of my group mate who understands my situation.

On the next day, Thursday morning, I felt a little pulling sensation from the middle of abdomen along the navel and after that it eased. And for the rest of the day, I don't get to feel anything. It's really demoralising. =(

Today, I woke up expecting my temperature to rise but it dipped. From the internet, I remembered that 5 DPT is the day where embies starts to implant into uterus so I should be expecting some cramps or an increased in my temperature if it is successful. But I could be wrong, so what's the symptom about on the 3 DPT?

Well, I have started to feel a little depressed and tears over little things. Lots of things run wild in my mind. Even when I'm watching some documentary show about those young entrepreneurs doing some charity, I feel sad for those kids in unfortunate countries and start to tear again. I know I'm a cry baby...this can't be help. I have been emotional once again, wonder is it due to the progestrone pills I'm having.

Now while I'm typing this blog, I could feel a little cramp on my abdomen for a few sec. Hope it's a good sign though... =)

These few days, I have been revising for my test today. Hope it will not affect my implantation process...I'm not putting in 100% effort for this revision as I don't want to over stress myself also. Well as what my sister told me, what's important is my IVF to be successful. If test has failed can retest, but to re-do the IVF treatment again is another big sum of money and great pain. Not WOrth!

Now I have poured everything out to this blog, I feel much lighter now. I won't want to think so much about the progress of my IVF now and let natural take its course. Hope I can do it, its easy to say than do!

I know GOD will make the best decision for me!

Ok time for me to revise for test now!