Sad...another dip in temperature today, and it dip by 0.9 degree celcius to 36.6 which is way much lower than day 5pt (36.64). Realised my breasts not as sore and size have reduced and no cramps since this morning. Is this going to be a bad sign indicating my success rate is low and not possible to be pregnant?
Have read in internet, but there is no evidence that shows dip in temperature twice is good or bad signs. Well, cross my fingers...if my temperature didn't pick up tomorrow, I can confirm this cycle is a failed one. =(
Well...I'm in deep thoughts just now thinking what I should do If my IVF fails this time...
Should I continue with a 2nd time or believe in what the fortune tellers have told us that it is unlikely we can have children and give up? Really don't know... If what the fortune tellers told us is true, then I will never get any children no matter how hard I try. SO it will be a waste of effort, time and $$ on treatments. We have already wasted a lot of $$ and still no results.... really devastating...
Having a child is so tough for us...I know it is not important for Dear as he thinks this is all fated. But it took me so long to realise what he said is true...its fated we couldn't have children....*Cry*
I have lost hope....
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